For reasons that I cannot fully explain, the place I currently-and far too infrequently-worship is a contradiction to much of my life. If you want to make the hypocritical Christian joke here, that is more than fair and you will get no argument from me on it, and as long as it’s good natured I would chuckle along. I am a poor example of the faith in a multitude of ways that we will not delve into here.